Afshan

“Afshan and I miss you a lot. When are you coming home, Ahmed?” asked my mother. She repeated this three times, but still, my father didn’t reply.

Mom started crying. “Please, Ahmed, we love you. Come back, if not for me, then for our daughter. Afshan is not yet 16 years old.

Poems: To My Daughter / Pain Breath / Again in Front of You

Darling daughter! / The box of my heart is / Full of words for you / The key is with you / My child. / My first pain was from my mother’s tears / I don’t want your tears / I want you to light my world / Darling daughter.

Peace Appears

There is a knocking on the door / Then let the door open… / Towards what? / Towards peace / But Peace said: / “I want to appear / When there is / No war, no murder, / No suicide attacker, no human trafficking

Come Back

Come back / the season of my life is fall / without you / the night is darker, from the time you left / the house looks sad / there is winter everywhere / you are not here

Winter for Poor

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Poor said: / When winter comes / Death comes / Cold house / No electricity / No fuel / No warm clothes / No food / No chance to work / On the street / Streets filled with slosh, mud / Where should we work?

A Mother’s Inspiration

I am one of those girls who always wished to see her family happy, especially her mother and father, but since I came in this world, I saw my mother and father argue and make each other sad. I still remember those nights when my mother sang me songs of suffering. I would ask, “Why are you singing this song? I want to hear a nice one, not a sad…

The Crime of Falling in Love

My mother works for the United Nation Assistance Mission in Afghanistan, (UNAMA). One day, in March 2006, she came home from Mirwais Hospital in Kandahar Province very upset about a case. I asked her what worried her. “Is it something again about a female?”

“Yes, my dear,” she said. In the hospital was a girl of 13, Shukriya, from Helmand Province, who had tried to commit suicide.

Don’t Leave Me Alone

I was alone at night / With my sorrows / Holding mother’s hand. / It was silent all night, / Except for the sound of my breath. / But I could feel that my hand / Was with someone / “Don’t leave me alone!”

Los Angeles Times: I Am For Sale

American thinking about Afghanistan these days is largely focused on figures: troop numbers, casualty tolls, war chests, withdrawal dates. It can be difficult to see individual Afghans standing in the shadows. This is the story of one of them, a woman whose narrative is both uniquely her own, and emblematic.

She’s a wonderful writer, and she should be telling her own story. But she cannot risk it.

I Am For Sale, Who Will Buy Me?

I used to think big. When I was six, I made my mom let me go to school, and I loved it. My father told me: “If you stay at the top of your class until the end of your studies, I will do two things for you. First, I will let you go abroad to continue your education. Secondly, I will buy you a car and let you drive.” With the encouragement of my father, I was a superstar in my classes. He was my first English teacher and he always called me “my scholar daughter.”