lone cumulus

I am tired
More tired
Than all the people in the world
I am nervous
More nervous
Than all the people in the world
I am alone
           But
I am hopeful!
more hopeful
than all the people in the world!
I hope to be dauntless!
More dauntless than all the people in the world!
I hope to be free!
Free like the clouds in sky!

I hope to die
           But
It is impossible.
I hope not to be alone.
It is impossible.
           Impossible…
What should I do?
I am an Afghan woman
I tolerate impossible because I am a woman
I am alone, no hope
Because I am a woman
           At last, what is my sin?

By Zohra W.