A Letter To Poppy

poppy-red-white

I hate you, poppy / You have ruined my life / You took my happiness / You made me addicted / When I made friends with you / I lost my intellect, my talent, my knowledge of myself, my family and friends.

Brothers

grandmother

The elderly women of our country often say: “Having one son means having nothing; two sons equals half a son; three sons equals one son.” By this they mean that one son is likely to die in war, and a second to die young, but at least a third son will survive to support his family. The day my brother was born, I remember the elderly women saying I didn’t yet have a brother since I had only one. We regularly prayed to Allah to give us another brother, so at least we could have half a brother.

Spring

cherry-blossom

When you come, / Nature wears green clothes. / Grasses raise their necks, / Plants birth flowers, / Fruitful trees bear fruit. / Nightingales sing, / ‘Welcome spring.’

Socks and Vaseline

poverty

My neighbors are poor, very poor. Their mother-in-law was not well. She had a sickness that made her legs ache. To help relieve the ache, her daughter-in-law made a special Vaseline-based salve. She then put socks on her mother-in-law’s legs to help the mixture penetrate.

Poor Orphan

Until when / Must I hope for donors, / Must I depend upon businessmen, / Must I wait for the rich, / Must I look to the kindness of strangers / To take my hand / And support me?

Do Not Shake My Hand, Please!

hand shake

“I did something I should not have,” she said, lowering her eyes. “There was a foreign man in the interview. He gave me his hand to shake. And Freshta-jan, I gave him my hand. I didn’t want him to think I am dark-minded, like a Taliban. He doesn’t know that me shaking his hand is forbidden by our religion and culture.”

Bas Bi Bi and Khatema

I was on my way home one day when the smell of spices wafting through the air drew my attention. My nose led me to look across the street. Sitting in the wet dirt was a thirty-year-old woman who looked more like sixty. She had a dry, yellow face and cracked lips. She wore a filthy burqa, though her face was uncovered. She was selling bolani—a ball of dough filled with salted leek and then fried and eaten with yogurt or spices. She was yelling: “Buy hot and fresh bolani. Buy home-cooked bolani.”

I Thought It Was a Dream But When I Woke, I Couldn’t Walk

artificial leg

I asked my mom is it possible / That my legs and my hands / will grow again? / No one / No one / No one answered me. / Everyone, including the doctor, was silent.

Peace Appears

There is a knocking on the door / Then let the door open… / Towards what? / Towards peace / But Peace said: / “I want to appear / When there is / No war, no murder, / No suicide attacker, no human trafficking

Winter for Poor

winter

Poor said: / When winter comes / Death comes / Cold house / No electricity / No fuel / No warm clothes / No food / No chance to work / On the street / Streets filled with slosh, mud / Where should we work?