Turning the Soil

rose garden

What you should hate is not me but your useless vanity.
What you should ruin is not my mind,
but your sticks, which blacken my skin.

Snapshots from Home – Part III

Man standing far from me, Kabul. He was taking a photo of someone else.

There should be women who dare to take pictures and challenge Afghan male culture. I think everyone has a unique way of looking at things and we should not prevent women from exploring their visions. I do not think photography is a male job. I think art is without boundaries and gender should not limit it.

Snapshots from Home, Part II

Kuchi Family, Herat

An Afghan female photographer has the advantage of gaining access to the private lives of people. It is easier for her to go inside people’s houses and take pictures. If a man asks to go to a house, it is more difficult.

Snapshots from Home, Part I

People in the vegetable bazaar in a crowded part of Kabul

I wore my back veil because I thought it would be more acceptable to dress like a Muslim girl. I thought I could hide my camera under my veil. However my choice was a mistake.

Evening in Mashhad

mashhad shrine

Love is beautiful. It is the need of life. Of course it is not comparable to the love we have for God, but does not the poet say that from earthly love people achieve God’s love? Well, whatever, I like to be loved and love someone. A smile appears on my lips from all these thoughts, and I tell myself, “I am here for praying and not thinking of a future husband. Let me concentrate on God.”

My Name Is Mahnaz

moon over water

In my religion of Islam, it is one of the important duties of parents to choose a nice name for their child so that no one can mock the child afterwards about their name.

Oh Eid, Sweet Eid!

eid mubarak

The best part of Eid in Afghanistan is that it lasts longer for women. In Herat, my original province, men have three days of Eid but women have one month and they go to visit friends and relatives. I guess it is because women are relationship builders; they are peace and love connectors.

Your Oceanic Look

blue eyes

I cannot look in the path of your vision
I am afraid I may sink in the blue ocean of your eyes
Once again your eyes shine, I shy away to look at them

The Night of the Burn

samovar

The room is dark and I feel bad as if something inside is warning me. I tell myself that I am brave as I find my way in the darkness. The light of the moon from the window lets me figure out the way.

Mother, I Am Dying, Buy Me An Apple

mother crying

The story that my mother told me awakened me to some sad realities of how many Afghan women have spent their lives in the kind of suffering that would make them wish to die. However, even death can’t decrease a mother’s love, and any Afghan woman can be an angel in the form of a mother.