Pakiza introduction

Pakiza, born in 1987, is the daughter of a physician. During the Taliban years, she fled with her family to Islamabad, Pakistan, where she lived and was educated over the next 16 years. Currently, Pakiza lives in Kabul with her husband and daughter. She works as a gender specialist for an NGO dedicated to helping Afghan refugees who are returning home. She has been writing stories and poems since childhood.

Memories

woman in pink

My feet tremble … I look back … blurred faces appear, my daughter and
the dreadful home. I chose her, and the dreadful home chose me. I smile as
if nothing happened.

Imprisonment

canary in cage

The pain my love pounded in me
is like a stone, heavy and hard.
My love for him can’t lift it from within.

Dear Women of the World

girls in school

We are no longer weak. We are the mothers of the future and what mistakes our mothers made we will not repeat. We will not let anyone steal our dreams: we will snatch them back and tell them this isn’t yours.

My Daughter, Yamna

pink jacket

The dream I have for her, Inshallah, is for imagination
that I grew up with in this world. She is 3 years old now
and I will place her in school when she turns 7.

To My Loved One

holding hands

I wish…
I could be the hands to touch you all the time.
I wish I could be your smiles to glow on your face all the time.

She

woman profile portrait

She is the mother, the daughter,
the wife, the sister.
Today is the day to speak of her.

We Will Rise

tahrir square

We will rise like a bird in the blue sky of Afghanistan to bring peace
We will shine like a star in the dark sky of Afghanistan to bring brightness

Tears of a Woman, Part II

3 women and child

There is a saying in Dari: Zanhai ewar hech waqtai jor na mai ayand—”Two wedded brothers’ wives never manage to stay in one house and live a comfortable life.”

I Understand Now

mother and kids

My father combed my hair, held my school bag so my back wouldn’t hurt.
They taught me our traditions, our culture, life.
And struggled to find me the right man.